I have been really longing for the woods, or the cowboy lifestyle
I honestly don't know which, all I do know is that I want to go to some form of wilderness that doesnt feel artificial. I think that desire to connect with nature in a way hat feels meaningful to me is the true push for the redesigning of my website. Strangly I feel kind of isolated within my desire to reconnect with nature. My friends dont really share my desire to go back home for summer break, but they do acknowledge that I have reason to want to go back and think I speak pretty highly of the woods. In all honestly though I think its because of how essential it is to my human experience. It founded my acceptance of death, philisophical ideologies, and to some extent the way that I interact with other people
On an entirely different note one of my friends is coming back to my city tmr and wed, we are going to the shore for memorials weekend (exciting) We are planning on going to one of the more alternative streets tmr and explore. I hope I can get some cool cowboy boots but I need to remind myself I am broke, I live in a city, and I only wear black so the chances of me finding cowboy boots I like and within my budget are very very very low.
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